Guess I will not be going to Malaysia already... Not really in the mood now. No money also...
Was buried in work today. Wanted to finish everything by 5pm, so that I can go and meet Dear to watch a Tamile movie. I managed to finish at 5pm SHARP. =) Of course, still have some minor things to do. After waking him up, I quickly went to finish my stuff and left the hotel.
Took a taxi to Northpoint. Luckily there was no heavy jam. Reached there at 6pm sharp. The time the show started. Dear was there already... Bought the tickets already...
The show lasted for 3 hours... as usual...
It was freezing cold in the theatre...
Managed to understand the show abit here and there. Not bad a show. However, if I ever understand Tamil or if they do have English subtitles, I would have enjoyed it even more. =)
Stood outside to chat for awhile. She is coming this weekend. He will bring her over. She will stay here for a while and go back to Johor only after Chines New Year. DAMN!!! But, from what he said, he will try to change the plan. Will ask her to leave as soon as possible. There is nothing to do in Singapore and why the hell must she stay here for?
That was what he say. Whether he will do it or not... Whether it is really the truth... Whether it is really what he wants... is all another matter. Actually sometimes I do doubt him... From the way he talk about her, he seems to dislike her... But he still have to go ahead with what his god damn mother planned for him... Wonder if I can make him change his mind... I promise you Dear, I will not leave you at all... I am all ready to entrust my life to you already...
Went to eat KFC before leaving Yishun. Dear ordered the 2 piece chicken set and 8 piece chicken nugget. NICE!!! Been eating alot recently... What is happening???
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
3:09 PM
It was only just one week that Dear broke the news to me... But it seems like a very long time ago...
Jamie is forever the paitent, caring, sweet girl I have known. Upon hearing the news, she immediately asked me out. To let me pour out my sorrows to her... To give me advices... Thanks girl...
Was suppose to meet her on Tuesday. But as Dear wanted to meet me that day (which I never ever say no when it comes to he asking me out). So we met on Monday. Went for dinner at Fish and Co at Bugis... Ate and talked for an hour or so... Shopped awhile around Parco Bugis Junction before heading home.
On Tuesday, went to watch Seed of Chucky. GROSS is the only word to decribe the show... Not at all interesting... Waste my money only...
After the show, as usual, walked to Amara...
Other than the two days, there was no other appointments for me at all...
Yesterday was Wendy's birthday celebration. Bought a bag from 37 degree for her. Hope she likes it...
Finished work at around 5.30pm. EA for today is so many... The most amount I have done so far...
Wanted to take a taxi straight to the chalet. BUT every single taxi that I flagged do not know where the hell is the chalet at all!!! How can you become a taxl driver when you do not know your roads well... It is not like as if SIngapore is an extremely big country. Please!!! It is just a tiny weeny island only...
Even when I told the driver which drove me to Tampines bus interchange that it is near Changi Beach, he had no idea as well. That is why I decided to get to Tampines bus interchange and take bus 29 there. Was informed by Wendy about it previously...
It was such a chore finding the place. Tried to look out for it hard. Realised that I was at Cranwell road already. But the driver had to turn into another lane. After passing 2 bus-stops, my instince told me that I should alight and walk out, to Cranwell road.
I did... Just before I turn into Cranwell road, I saw my cousins, brother and sisters playing football... Thank God... I found the place already...
It was a BORING night. No one to entertain me. Helped out at the barbeque pit for a short while. Had small chats with people like Fifi, Auntie Sharmine... etc... What an act... Ate alot as well...
Elaine messaged me... Thought I saw hope... Got a good excuse to leave... But when I replied her, she never got back to me. Called her twice... No answer as well... No choice... Stayed there till around 10pm. Henry drove me and Millie home. Got to find out that Elaine actually SLEPT while waiting for my reply... ***speechless***
Slept before 12am last night... Was just too tired... When I woke up this morning, it was near 12pm.
Lazed around at home... bored... even watched some Tamil movie as well...
Went to bathe at 5pm, woke Dear up at 6pm... While talking to him, Auntie Lita pass me my handphone bill. GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME!!! Guess how much my bill was this time round??? $140+!!! NEVER in my 14 months bills did it exceed $100 before... It must be because of all the time spent shouting... quarelling... finding faults at Dear... Of course there are times when things are on the positve side as well...
Headed to Raffles Place MRT station to meet him. He walked over from Amara... Went to California Bristo at The Esplanade for dinner. The food is nice... Guess he was hungry... Order lamb cutlet, 1/2 loaf Garlic bread, a cup of coke. He ordered a bowl of mushroom soup, suppose to be intended for me. But after having a mouthful of it, he likes it and shared with me... I had chicken fillet.
Exchanged my french fries with his mashed potatoes... Ate my mushrooms and some chicken as well... Fed me with the lamb. It taste much much better than lamb satays... If only this could be forever... I am just dreaming...
Sat by the road side, the linkway between Fullerton and the Esplanade... There was this Indian family who walked pass us... Dear and I were looking at the baby in the pram. When I look up, I saw her mother blinking at me!!! PISSED!!! I said, "Blink for what???" Dear went into a state of shock for a moment. Asked me what happened. My mood has been dampened by her already... Nothing he did cooled me down. Then I thought... Cannot spoil this ever so lovely night. So I just put the incident behind me...
Walked to Raffles Place MRT station to take the MRT to Tanjong Pagar MRT station. Walked him to work before taking a bus home.
In the bus, I thought... If Mummy is confirm going to Kuala Lumpur this Thursday, maybe I can ask Dear to wait for me to finish work... Then he can drive me there... Since he intend to go there as well... Stay one night with him, and join Mummy on Friday. Then maybe on Saturday, when he return to Johor, he can alight me at the Checkpoint first... But do not think this plan will work out at all... Because he will NEVER EVER wait for me to finish work on Thursday... What more, he has to be there to spend time with his future wife...
Asked me if I want to go and watch Tamil movie with him tomorrow... I wish I can... Will be working 9am to 5pm for the whole of this week... Told him if I can leave at 5pm sharp tomorrow, will give him a call. ***Prays hard that I am able to finish checking the EA as early as possible***
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
3:33 PM